Today I am happy that you are here.
Happy that you are tucked away safely just a room away.
I spent today holding you close, soaking up your perfect chubby cheekiness,
thanking God you're alive,
For every breath you take.
Today marks a year since I found you lying still in your bassinet, not breathing, blue.
I was too afraid to scream. No sound would come out.
I grabbed you and pulled you close to me.
You immediately started breathing again.
Thank God you started breathing again.
We still don't know exactly why you stopped breathing or what may have happened had I not woken up to check on you at that very moment. I don't really want to know.
I just want to be grateful.
I love that I get to see you smile and laugh and grow more and more perfect everyday.
I am so thankful to be able to hold you and blow raspberries into your neck anytime I please.
I am so so sorry for the mothers who weren't so lucky. Whose babies never woke up.
Lord be with them please.
Thank you so much for my sweet baby boy. He is more than I deserve. Please help me be the mother he needs.
Posted by Mrs. Blimes