7/25/12

speaking of me.



If you are female and you come over to my house, you will most likely see my boobs. Sorry, but when my baby wants milk, he gets it and he pretty much can't stand having a blanket over his head. Not that I can blame him there.

I may be addicted to sugar. When I think about it, I get all happy and then I jones for it til I can get my fix.

I need to be more ballsy. I wish I could stop caring so much whether others agree and just say what I think and how I feel and be me. Would they still love me if I did?

I have pretty much been off work all week and it is a dream! So much time with my little boys. SO much fun snuggling, tickling, laughing. Yes, more please. All day everyday.

I am so proud of my man. He is working incredibly hard to change his body and live a healthier life style. I want to be more like him. 

I am terribly indecisive. I make far too many decisions based on what I think someone else needs or wants. I put myself on the back burner too much and burnout occurs far to often. The funny thing is, I know the people surrounding me only want my happiness and if I would just decide what I want/need, they would give it freely.

I make the world's best chocolate chip cookies. 

I love thunder storms. The boys and I sit at the window every afternoon and watch the rain fall and the lightning strike. It's humbling and amazing. 

I am blessed. There are so many things I have to be thankful for. More than I deserve for sure. I am grateful and some days I wish nothing about my life would change ever. Those are really good days.

M

3 comments:

Kim said...

Marquesas, reading this post points out to me how much we have in common. I was JUST thinking, less than an hour ago in the Subway bathroom, how I wish I was less how you describe you are in #3 and #6. I wish I could be more assertive/ stand up for myself, more "ballsy"...and basically everything you said...I wondered tonight if I could ever really change...or even if I should? Is it so bad to be this way? Many times I am left feeling bummed when all is said and done, so that makes me think yes I do need to change. Hm? If you find a cure, PLEASE let me know, and I will do the same for you:) Also, I can totally relate to several other little thoughts you listed, too:) It was a fun post to read- thanks!

Anonymous said...

Glad you nurse and are not ashamed. So many people look down on nursing when it is a natural and beautiful thing.

Wonsch Family said...

LOL true that to the cookies :) and let me know how number 3 works out, I don't think it's going too well for me :p I've gotten so frustrated lately regarding how I feel others can always speak their minds, but I've got to stay polite and quiet. Trying to stay polite, but I'm working on the quiet part. Might have to take a FB hiatus due to that.